Wednesday, July 19, 2006
... ha ...

Ok... Here's the deal. No more nasty emails, no more nasty comments... no more. I'm tired of your little game. I don't want to be with him, thus the reason I left him. I don't care that you are engaged to him, I don't care that you're having his baby... Leave me the fuck alone. 

Posted at 7/19/2006 4:44:51 pm by unwlawchick
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Saturday, April 08, 2006
...There's a Red House Over Yonder...

Umm... It's been forever. Please forgive... :( So an update.. I'm living.. I own things like a blender, mixer, coffee maker, cutting board, toaster oven and other random things for the kitchen. I do laundry.. every Saturday because that's when my clothes run out (not all of my clothes, just the ones I like wearing). I have to clean my own kitchen and the bathroom... I buy groceries for heaven's sake.. it's a nutty world. I wouldn't have ever of imagined that my life would start so soon. I'm simply 19 and living a 23 year old life. I should be at some college dorm.. sleeping until noon then rushing to class, instead I wake up at 6:16 every morning and shower and go to a job that I dislike.. I want so badly to be a writer. Anyway.. I'm starting to get less and less homesick... I mean certain things still remind me of home, as they always will, like the sound of a motorcycle reminds me of my dad.. and how much pride I had watching him ride down the highway. I heard "Red House" by Jimi Hendrix.. and I was reminded of spoonbilling :) and all those nights spent at the shop, drinking and listening to music. Driving while the sun shines reminds me of driving down backroads, just to go driving because there wasn't anything else to do. I hear "Come on Eileen" and I think of prom and English class... So many things mean so much to me and when I'm reminded of home, I can't decide whether I want to smile or cry. It's amazing how much you appreciate what you had when it's all 2.5 hours away from you.

Posted at 4/8/2006 4:17:56 pm by unwlawchick
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
...The Weight of my Words...

Wow... So it has been a while and I admit, I deserved the "Posty, Posty?" on my tagboard because really, I haven't posted. I really don't have much to say because my life has solely (almost solely) consisted of working and sleeping. I mean sure, I hang out sometimes, I drink sometimes and there are good times to be had, but not a whole lot happens. I've decided, after much thought, that my job might actually be ok. I don't do much, but what I do, isn't too bad. I get along with the people, mostly because they seem to be dumb (and really, I'm not being mean, I'm being truthful, they are dumb) But.. that doesn't stop me from being nice. I do my laundry at a laundromat, which generally doesn't suck too badly except that I stand around for about an hour and watch my laundry spin around. I bought a bookcase, which in itself, is damn exciting. My books (which are few) get to hang out with the rest of my stuff, in public, and not in a box. I still need to find some things to put on the walls and I need to find a way to rid of the sunflowers that border the ceiling in my kitchen, other than that, things are dandy. I hope that things at "home" are going well... I'm gonna go blend something : )

Posted at 2/12/2006 4:26:01 pm by unwlawchick
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
...*imagine the words to Auld Lang Syne*...

So... I haven't written for a while on account of the lack of internet, but sometime it will get straightened out. I have officially moved and it's for the long haul now... a little bit of a strange feeling, but I will grow accustomed soon enough. Anyway, I trust that everyone had an awesome New Year's Eve party (even if it wasn't really a party, but more of a people standing around talking and ringing in the new year at midnight kinda thing). I did... : ) Well.. I shall be off to clean the apartment, it's quite unkept and it's quite annoying. -me

Posted at 1/1/2006 3:41:45 pm by unwlawchick
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
...Give Me A First Taste...

Thinking about: am I not gonna write about that?! Geez..

It's Thursday, normally my favorite day of the week, but unlike former Thursdays, this one has sucked. My truck is almost out of gas, it isn't that I don't have money to put gas in it, it's that I don't have the time. I have yet to pack anything else. Yeah, I realize that I'm moving completely this weekend. Still.. nothing else is packed. It's gross-looking outside with darkened clouds that could possibly be snow clouds if it weren't so damn warm outside. Wait a fuckin' second.. Could it be? Little flakes of white falling to the ground... It's snowing and this day may turn out to be a good one yet. : ) Plus, I do get paid today... Hmm, it'll be alright, the day is nearing the end.

Furniture I need to find/buy:

  • Couch
  • Chair
  • Bookcase
  • Computer desk
  • Entertainment stand

Appliances I need to buy/would like to have:

  • Blender
  • Toaster oven
  • Coffee pot
  • Washer-probably won't get
  • Dryer-read above ^^^
  • Crockpot
  • Fry Daddy
  • Vaccum

Misc. stuff that I still need:

  • Bathroom towels and washcloths
  • Bathroom floor mats
  • Kitchen rugs
  • Potholders
  • Dishtowels
  • Broom
  • Pots&Pans
  • Utensils
  • Measuring cups and such..
  • Hangers

*holds hands to head* I see most of these things being Christmas stuff... from mom and dad... as long as I get my peacoat, as well, I'll be as pleased a peach. : )

Currently listening to:
Wait for Me
By Susan Tedeschi

Posted at 12/15/2005 2:23:13 pm by unwlawchick
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Monday, December 12, 2005
...You're The Reason Why I'm Gone and You're Still There...

Thinking about: the weekend...

Did blogdrive switch things up? It's confusing me a little... I don't do change very well, as that should be obvious. So onto the news: I moved things this weekend and I'm not as excited/happy as I thought I would be. Instead, I feel strangely/confused/sad/sentimental and I want to cry. What is wrong with me? I was so sure about this move not too long ago, but I now have doubts. Why? I spent the entire weekend with Bryan and I called him when I got home on Sunday night and we talk for 5 minutes. He says he will call me tomorrow and I expected him to call me back last night after he was done messing with his car... His excuse for not calling me back: "I spent the whole weekend with you. Is it not ok to spend some time with my friends and then go home and go to bed?" I wasn't sure how to respond to that so I ended up getting defensive and yelling at him. I don't plan on apologizing for this incident. I was not out of line and I'm not going to feel guilty for yelling at him. I'm starting to doubt his want for a relationship because he doesn't understand some things within one. Perhaps it is an maturity level issue or maybe he wants just a weekend relationship... whatever reason it is, I'm not going to just blow it off like it's nothing. I've put up with enough assholes and I'm definately not going to spend my life with one. -me

Currently listening to:
By Rachael Yamagata

Posted at 12/12/2005 9:43:23 am by unwlawchick
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I'm typically the type of person to keep to myself because I find my own traits very unattractive. I'd rather have no one know how I really feel. But then again, sometimes I can be compassionate and sometimes I can be beautiful. Usually it just depends upon how the moon is at night and how the sunlight falls on my face. Sometimes, I can be myself without even thinking of the consequences it might render.

Name: amber

Age: 18

Living: in Missouri, near St. Louis...

Music: Unwritten Law, 12 stones, Norah Jones, Eagle Eye Cherry, Jewel, Kanye West, Aqualung, Tori Amos, Damien Rice, Amos Lee, T.A.T.U., The Perishers, Wilco, Zero 7, Jack Johnson, Anthony Gomes, AFI, Bob Dylan, Susan Tedeschi, Sugarcult, Jars of Clay, Patsy Cline, Rhett Miller, Gavin Degraw, Shannon Curfman, Howie Day, Garth Brooks, Jimmy Wayne, Brad Paisley, The Garden State Soundtrack

Book: Rapture of Canaan, Make Them Cry, The Abram's Daughters set

Highest Typing Speed: 96 wpm

Likes: glitter, grape gum, penguins, rootbeer (not as much anymore), faeries, vampires, the stars, the moon, hoodies, green and pink things, good fitting jeans, custom made acessories (i.e. my bag), Gackt, vanilla, sunglasses, poetry, honesty, humor, sarcasm, winter, my cats (Ikabod and Katrina), my fish (Captain Jack), my cord coat

Dislikes: most of the rap genre, liars, hypocrites, spam, the summer, headaches, allergies, broken hearts, and songs made without passion

My New Job:
Westlake Ace Hardware

Messengers: occasionally use msn:,
mostly use yahoo: chick_flick05


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"Stones taught me to fly/ Love taught me lie/ Life taught me die/ So it's not hard to fall/ When you float like a cannonball" --Cannonball by Damien Rice









For of all sad words of tongue or pen, The saddest are these: "It might have been!" --John Greenleaf Whittier

"To the world, you may be just one person, but to one person, you may be the world"

"Love is sacrificing everything, for something more grand" --Chris Gray

"It is better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for what you are not." -- Andr� Gide (1869-1951)

"The difficulty is not so great to die for a friend, as to find a friend worth dying for."--Homer (fl. 850 BC)

"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."--Ana�s Nin (1903-77),

"Writing is a solitary occupation. Family, friends, and society are the natural enemies of the writer. He must be alone, uninterrupted, and slightly savage if he is to sustain and complete an undertaking."--Jessamyn West

"I had a stick of CareFree gum, but it didn't work. I felt pretty good while I was blowing that bubble, but as soon as the gum lost its flavor, I was back to pondering my mortality."--Mitch Hedberg

"Lay it down, I've always been with you" --Matchbox 20

"I love you
Not only for what you are
But for what I am
When I am with you."
-- Roy Croft

"A day without laughter is a day wasted."-- Charlie Chaplin

"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia."-- Charles Schultz

"It doesn't take a talent to be mean, your words can crush things that are unseen" --Jewel

"I'm in love with you in love with me." --Scott Russo of Unwritten Law

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